Aug. 21st, 2006

idontreallyspar: (Grace Dark)
I don’t believe in reincarnation, but if I did? I’d say in a previous life, I *really* screwed up. Couldn’t tell you who I was for sure, but given my life so far? I can just about point out to you the kind of person I was on my first go around.

I know I was a criminal...I had to be for all the time I’m doing now for crimes I’ve never committed. That and the fact I gave my parents more than a little hell when I was younger...guess I still haven’t learned my lesson. I also know I was probably never married, and I didn’t have a lot of respect for women in general...might never have been in love, either. Or maybe I was...had a good woman and lost her when I could have prevented it. Only reason I can think of that my wife had to die because of who I am.

[locked from all except Rachel Gibson and those with WITSEC security clearance]

I think in my past life, I had no regard for family...none. Maybe I killed them or something, I don’t know, but I had to have hurt them badly...because my punishment this time was being helpless except to sit by and watch them grieve my death when I was still alive. I didn’t even get to actually watch them, because it wasn’t safe for me to go anywhere near my hometown.

[/locked]

I was a rotten person in my past life, I’d wager...it’s a wonder I didn’t come back as a zit or something. Then again, I guess if reincarnation was real? Coming back human’s the biggest punishment you could ever lay on a person. After all, what’s worse then having to come back and pay taxes for another seventy or eighty years, know what I mean?

Still, if I believed in this stuff, and I don’t...then all this past life crap also means there’s something to karma, right? And if karma’s real, I guess I earned some good with the bad...earned myself a reward in spite of all the shit I must’ve done.

After all...I did find Rachel. And if she’s all the good karma I’m allowed? I’m totally okay with that.

Muse: Thomas Grace
Fandom: ALIAS
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idontreallyspar: (Tom Groovin)
[locked from Rachel and all those without WITSEC security clearance] )

Muse: Thomas Grace
Fandom: ALIAS
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